Tuesday, January 24, 2012
Tomorrow I have an MRI. I am not a doctor but this is not going to be good news. I am likely to find out that my tumor has grown despite this treatment. This is not me quitting. Tomorrow I'll find out what I need to do next to keep on going. I think It would just be naïve to think that nothing is going on considering my symptoms. If you feel the need to pray or tell me that you're going to pray for me that I am given the guidance to make a good decision about what to do next. This is not good news. Tomorrow a tech will likely see that my tumor has grown significantly. I won't get all the answers tomorrow because it will take time for my doctors to review and make decisions. It would be foolish to think that everything is just going to be fine. I will have a lot of work to do. These may be the best days I have left right now. But I'll have days left.